I’ve played a few hours of #Factorio 2.0 this week. I’ve bought Space Age but since I’ve started a new game I haven’t seen any of the expansion content yet. Looks amazing so far though!

The way the world generates seem cooler now. On my map I don’t have little cliffs all of the place getting in the way, but rather the occasional ledge that makes you think ‘oh I could put my chemical plants on that cliff’, kind of prompting a bit of thought when you’re planning things out, rather than just being an obstacle. Same with the water. I drove around in my little car following the shoreline and I discovered a little sort of land bridge fairly nearby. No idea what I want to build there but it was much more interesting to explore than previously.

I’ve built my first train and I’ve had a little look at the new train menus. I can’t wait to try having my trains drop what they’re doing to go and refuel and stuff.

I’ve only ever finished the game once and that was with biters turned off. This time around I have them on, but with all the sliders turned down so that they shouldn’t cause too much trouble. Gives me an excuse to actually look into Military science this time. I wonder if I ever will actually make it to the other planets - I hope so, they look really cool

Finished Reading: Gate of the Feral Gods by Matt Dinniman 📚

Time to have a break from this series now. The last part of this book brings in some new perspective though, but if a teaser for the next book and I am pretty intrigued. I feel like I shouldn’t like this series, it’s either gross or it’s dumb internet humour. But I’m not gonna lie, I’m having fun reading them

Finished Reading: The Dungeon Anarchist’s Cookbook by Matt Dinniman 📚

Finished Reading: Carl’s Doomsday Scenario by Matt Dinniman 📚

Walking home the other day and there’s leaves on the ground. Some of them were oddly white

🎮 The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim (2011) Thoughts

I know Skyrim is eight hundred and seventy four years old now but every year, as soon as the weather starts to get a bit colder, for some reason I get an urge to play Skyrim again. Usually I make myself a stealth archer, play for a few hours and get bored (but I have fun for those few hours so it’s all good).

Recently I thought I’d try something a little bit different, so I made a Nord lady called Stabetha, got her a sword and shield and I’m just going for it. I use a little bit of magic now and then to help out but I’m not stressing about that. And I’m having more fun this time than I have in ages!

Because I’m not bothering with sneaking around, I just barge in and go wild, the pace of the game is much faster. I’m blazing through caves and forts and collecting more loot. I’m playing on an easy setting as a result but whatever. I’m actually progressing through the skills trees a bit and getting to see the game change a little as I go. I’m now good enough at blocking that time slows down when enemies are doing a power attack, so I have time to bash them right in the face and sort them out. It’s awesome.

I’m collecting quests left right and centre but I’m being a bit picky about what to actually do. I think Stabetha is a nice lady ultimately so I’m not going to do anything shady sounding, and just focusing on the quests that seem ‘right’. So I’m not feeling overwhelmed by all the quests going on, and as a bonus, I’m well aware that I’m giving myself the opportunity for a totally different play through where I do take on those quests.

I’m making a point of not fast traveling and just enjoying being in the world. Maybe it’s a little bit boring just walking along a road but I’m going with it, actually I find that I zone out and it’s relaxing. I think that urge to play every Autumn is linked with the whole setting and feeling of the game. I like to try and take it all in. I imagine standing in the spray of some of those waterfalls would be amazing. I imagine the air is so cold and crisp and fresh. So I just zone out and try to take all that in. It’s nice.

I’ve also had a couple of ideas for later play-throughs: a unarmed Khajiit who is also a werewolf (and I’ll call them Fang or something stupid), and just get myself in a whole load of trouble. And the other idea would be more of a challenge I think: some kind of elf-y mage-y vampire, which would push me into trying out all the spells and things that I’ve never touched.

All of this is being helped along by a gaming journal that I’m keeping, but I think I’ll save that for another post.

Currently reading: The Dungeon Anarchist’s Cookbook by Matt Dinniman 📚

Finished Reading: Carl’s Doomsday Scenario by Matt Dinniman 📚

Flew right through the second book of this series. I feel as though I should find the gamified stats and talk of menus and tooltips to be cheesy and to spoil things, but I suppose it all moves fast enough that it’s actually fine. I talked about the ‘background’ plot in the first book and this is still here, and becoming a little more intertwined in the second book. I’m honestly loving this series and I wasn’t expecting to at all 🤷‍♀️

Finished Reading: Looking After Your Autistic Self by Niamh Garvey 📚

Another book that I’m still thinking about. I’ve made myself an initial Quick Calm Plan that I’m sure will change but it’s nice to have something to get started with. I never thought much about bring things with you that look after all of your senses, especially bring something that smells nice. I’m not sure if this would work or not and I’m not sure what to go for, but I like that the idea has been planted in my head. The biggest one for me is actually probably one of the smallest from the book - splashing a bit of cold water on the back of your neck. Never occurred to me to try before, and actually, it’s quite soothing.

Looking forward to coming back to this after a few months and taking some more ideas from it

Finished Reading: The Courage To Be Disliked by Ichiro Kishimi 📚

I am still thinking about this one so I’m not sure I have too much to share. I think I read this at the right time to have it resonate with me.

The idea of ‘tasks’ and looking after your own tasks, and not interfering with other people’s tasks, is what has stuck with me immediately. I’m probably taking it too literally but actually I think it’s helping me to feel less stressed at work. Who is going to feel the impact if this thing isn’t the way it should be? Is it something I can actually do anything about? Or is it someone else’s business and I’m trying to ‘help’? I worry that that line of thinking might make me a more selfish person, but I suppose that’s part of the problem with being a people pleaser, and part of the challenge of addressing that.

Finished Reading: Problem Child by Victoria Helen Stone 📚

This is book two in a series and I read the first one ages ago but I can’t remember it. My Kindle says I read it though. They’re on Kindle Unlimited so I must have read it during a free month or something.

I don’t know how I feel about this. I do enjoy a bit of oddly delicious revenge (Roald Dahl is one of my favourite authors) so I did finish this one but… I dunno. It’s a power fantasy isn’t it, this book? A woman in a world of awful men and she just turns it round on them every time. And like, look, why are you interacting with them if they’re going to be awful. And if they’re awful, like, what if they just attacked you (which they conveniently don’t do in this book)? And like, in real life, there are actually nice men! Hang out with them if you want! I dunno. Weird power fantasy, is all I can conclude.

Finished Reading: Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman 📚

My new Kindle Scribe came with a few free months of Kindle Unlimited and that’s where I spotted this book. I’ve never heard of LitRPGs but I suppose this is a one of them? I was expecting mindless silliness and to be fair, that’s what I got and I’m happy, but I was actually surprised that there’s more going on in the background to the main story, and it’s actually got me hooked.

I’m behind on posting my thoughts about books I’ve read recently. Mostly, this is because I’ve finished reading them (once) but I’m not finished thinking about them yet. Still, want to post some initial thoughts for now

Finished Reading: Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir 📚

I’m not sure if this was quite as amazing as the internet makes it out to be, but I definitely did enjoy it. I was aware going in that the prose would go from descriptive and flowing to a sudden, very modern sort of slang. I thought that might bug me because something in blog posts that comes across as someone trying to be clever and just coming across as sarcastic for no real reason, but I think it worked here. I think because it was just Gideon and Harrow who used that slangy language, it gave you the impression that they were two kids who hate each other, but actually had more in common with each other than with the rest of the universe.

I liked Gideon a lot - she’s funny, and liked Harrow too once I got to know her. I liked that there wasn’t much in the way of exposition in this book - you had to pick up the way the world works as you go along. I’m sure I missed a ton and still don’t get, for example, is this our solar system thousands of years in the future?

I didn’t know much about the story going in, but I like how it started quite open-ended and things seemed to slowly close in as Gideon and Harrow explore more. Definitely enjoyed reading, and I’ve bought the second and third books and I’m looking forward to reading them soon too.

I’m not sure if it’s an autism thing, or a depression thing, or just a me thing, but I find it hard to get dressed on a morning. Like, it just seems like a harder task than it needs to be. Recently I had a clearout of my wardrobe and I thought I’d try rearranging things to see if I can help make it a bit easier.

I have half-watched a couple of videos on YouTube about ‘capsule wardrobes’, and I took away from those the idea of a small set of clothes that can be mixed and matched. I’ll be honest here: that’s just clothes, right? I know people can build outfits and things but that’s definitely not me. I have clothes (and I hate buying them).

But going through my stuff I realised that I definitely do have more clothes than I need, and some stuff doesn’t mix and match as well as other stuff. So I took out 5 pairs of trousers, half a dozen hoodies and shirts, and half a dozen t-shirts and designated these as my ‘core’ clothes. It’s not perfect but mostly you could put these together in any combination and get a set of clothes that don’t make you look like a packet of Skittles. I moved my ‘nice’ clothes out of the way (I’m lucky enough to work somewhere where casual wear is acceptable so I don’t need to wear smart trousers and shirts and things regularly) and moved stuff that is only for ‘Summer wear’ out of the way too. The remainder, the legit ‘spare’ clothes, I have kept.

So now I have one rail in my wardrobe with my core rotation of trousers and tops hanging. Trousers on the left, tops on the right. Below that there’s a drawer of t-shirts, folded so they sit vertically, with the ‘core’ t-shirts in an organiser at the front of the drawer. On a morning, I take the leftmost pair of trousers, the rightmost top (unless it’s warm enough to not be needed), and the leftmost t-shirt. And that’s my clothes for the day. If something doesn’t seem right (because not everything matches really), I choose the next thing along and that should work. If I’m feeling like I want to dress up a little bit that day for work, the ‘nice’ clothes are still accessible, and if for some reason I want something from the ‘spare’ pile, they are accessible too. But neither of these are visible when I’m doing the default mode.

When I’ve washing my clothes, the core trousers and shirts go in the middle of the rail so that I’m always picking the least-recently worn stuff. Similarly, I put my core t-shirts away by putting them in the organiser at the right of the other t-shirts.

I’m going to keep the ‘spare’ clothes because I do like them, and as and when the regular stuff wears out I can replace it with the spare stuff. And if I just feel like wearing something out of that lot, I can. I did also get rid of a lot of stuff, stuff that was worn out or doesn’t fit any more, or stuff that I can comfortably say I’m not going to wear anymore. It’s got me thinking that I really don’t need any more clothes though, I was probably wasn’t able to see the wood for the trees when I was trying to get dressed before. Too much choice and too much thinking for a morning task. Now that I’ve got it slimmed down, and got a simple rule in place that takes away the need to choose, hopefully I will find things a bit easier.

Currently reading: The Courage To Be Disliked by Ichiro Kishimi 📚

Currently reading: Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman 📚

Currently reading: Looking After Your Autistic Self by Niamh Garvey 📚

🎮 Reigns (2016)

Downloaded this from Apple Arcade because I was looking for a simple game that would be fun to play on my phone to kill 5 minutes here and there.

I thought this would be a pretty straightforward randomised-type of game, and it is, but there are ‘achievements’ that you can unlock, and I think this is a linear thing that gives a bit of an overall story to the whole game. I wasn’t expecting this!

It’s also funnier than I thought it would be and there’s even extra stuff like the sword fighting, which I still don’t think I quite understand.

Overall, good game, better than I was expecting and definitely worth checking out

Finished Reading: Fast. Feast. Repeat. by Gin Stephens 📚

Interesting book, and it’s helped me to neaten up what I think my body has wanted me to do all along.

Key points for me:

• water and black coffee only until you’re ready to start actually eating. Other stuff will make you feel hungry or shaky and mess the whole thing up
• feel free to not stick stick to regular eating window
• actually do eat when it’s time, then stop when you’re nicely full, and you’ll be pleasantly surprised to find that it’ll see you through to the next day
• water and black coffee. I’m putting it in again because honestly, huge.